The fellowship is crumbling......

2001
it wuz in my 1st yr of poly... i used to hang wif these 4 other galz... cannot blame lahz... my class only had 3 other guyz... a greek legend... a cabaret dancer and a barcadi boozer... i hanged wif these 4 galz till a point of time when i started to drift away from them... maybe it wuz coz i felt i din fit in... maybe it wuz gal power... or maybe it wuz coz i wuz in the same project grps as them and i always gave shoddy work... oh well... i din go scrap for the reason... but in any case... i started phasing into another grp during my 1st yr... eileen... sabrina... bryan... they became my new grp... they were kinda nice to me and all... no airs abt themselves or watever... so i got along wif them pretty well... after a while... aruna and terisa started to get along well wif us too and so... the 6 of us became good frenz... lunch and discussions were nv dull wif bryan's antics and all our jokes... our class blur queen denise also once in a while came to join our grp and we always had a laugh whenever she wuz ard... things were simple then... life wuz simple then... everything seemed so smooth wif my new grp... and then... i flunked my exams... no chance at supp papers and i wuz instantly retained... i wuz devastated... i felt juz the same way i felt when i retained too in sec 3... got a ear bashing from me folks too... bryan din make it to the 2nd yr either... *nobody understands*

2002-2003
the yrs passed by so fast... at the start of the new academic yr i tried to still hang wif my old buddies... but it soon became evident tat our timetables always clashed... as time went on... we were juz mere hi-byes along the corridors... sometimes we wud see each other in the canteen and we wud talk... but meals wif them were few and far between... the only time we ever really had a laugh wuz when i joined tat drag queen thing... hahaz... one of the phases of my life tat wuz a real comic... i made new frenz... new alliances... less time for my old pals... life went on... juz tat i knew less abt wat wuz going on wif theirs... bryan enlisted into the army and as far as i know... the rest were getting along fine... it became clear... i wuz an outsider... *nobody understands*

2004
the news came so thick n fast... already bryan had already left the grp to serve his nation... now... sabrina... denise... aruna... eileen... they all wud be leaving too... to further their studies... it juz all came so sudden... they all wud be gone by the end of next week... the old grp has fallen... now... there's only left risa n me from the old felllowship... it has left her real depressed actually... all her "sisters" will be leaving the country and wun be back for yrs... i'm in no way can compare to wat they mean to her... i'll miss them too... although we nv talked much during the yrs... i probably wished i had... all tat time i cud have spared for u galz but instead worked at baker's inn... i cud have spent catchin up wif u all... but i guess it's a little too late... it's juz too late... they're flying off for a better education... and i... i'm still stuck in TP... grounded for life... but i dun mind... it wuz nv feasible for me to leave the country anyway... i hope u galz have a wonderful life abroad... dun forget risa n me yah... study hard... get good grades... be someone... we'll miss u... *nobody understands*