its a long one today...

Oh simple thing
where have u gone
i'm getting old and i need something to rely on
so tell me when
you gonna let me in
i'm getting tired i need somewhere to begin
( Keane - Somewhere Only We Know )
*nobody understands*

Went down to bakerz last sunday to return my uniform... as soon as i reached the door... one of the staff approached me... "Table for you sir?"... i was shocked in 2 ways... number 1... usually the staff at bakerz wud need to be approached instead... and number 2... the fact tat nobody recognises me anymore makes me feel like a stranger in this place... everybody was unrecognisable once i stepped into the restaurant... i mean desert place... the only person who cud gif me salvation was none other than candice... saw alan too... but who cares abt him... both of us were nv bread n butter... jon wud know wat i meant... gave back my uniform and signed the release forms... there u go... severe all ties wif this establishment... sadness? i left tat wif the uniform...
*nobody understands*

a msg from Jo the counter gal made me realise something which i had totally forgotten abt...
i still have to clear out my locker in scool... damn... gonna need a trash bag...
*nobody understands*

This week startin... will effectively be my last 3 weeks at harry's... it'll almost be a half yr since i started workin there... my my... gonna miss this job... not the management... but the job... no matter wat u might have heard from me... i liked working there... well... at least the shift i'm doin now actually... i really feel like i've learned a lot of things from sahar who's my colleague at work... things would have been much more harder without him... he's cool lahz... we got same kind of mentality abt everything... although he's already 26... talkin to him is easier than i expected... after our shifts we can still hang out for breakfast... amazing considering we're both already so tired... heyz man... will treasure ur friendship n everythin u've taught me...
*nobody understands*

esplanade called me a few hours ago... it was abt a back-dated e-mail i had sent them way back in september askin abt a job vacancy there... they asked me if i was still interested... my... dun they have an efficient human resource management... told them i already had other committments... it's funny... if they did accept me back then... guess i wouldn't have known how great it is to be a bartender... the pay is fantastic at esplanade no doubt... but i dun think i wud have the same satisfaction from workin as i do now... well... everything happens for a reason eh?
*nobody understands*

i hate to say this... but episode 3: revenge of the sith looks interestin man... might even go catch it at the cinema... even though i know i wun catch watever they're talkin abt... i've nv been a star warer... dun even know if the empire is good or bad... dun even know if R2D2 is the one tat can talk or the "ti-bi-pi-tu" character... hell... i dun even know if their light saber can actually grow longer anot... all this din matter for me... coz i really din have an interest... arghs... but now... if i start watchin episode 3... and if i like it... so God help me... i'll have to watch episode 4... and 5 and 6... then i'll hafta watch episode 1... and 2... then i'll watch 3 again to understand everything... then 4... then 5... then.........
*nobody understands*

it's over for man utd... how the mighty have fallen... their season has effectively ended wif tat draw AT HOME to west brom... and wif arsenal beatin liverpool... 2nd place is now effectively out of reach for the red devils... sad? yeah... a season which showed so much promise wif the signing of rooney and ronaldo... now ends in 3rd... i hate to see this happen to the red half of manchester...
it's a new beginning for man city... under the leadership of stuart pearce... man city even have the very slim chance of makin it into europe next season... fantastic considering the season they had under kevin keegan... tat man is as inconsistant as my blood sugar levels... but of course... he managed liverpool b4... *cheap shot*... anywayz... knew there were great things in store for man city... never gave up on u guyz... told u gerald... told u to back them... hahaz...
*nobody understands*

talked to my sis for a couple of mins on MSN... she told me abt how she's gonna catch the man utd vs chelsea game... a ticket cost abt 25 pounds... it's things like this sis... which make me wanna juz live there...
*nobody understands*

been a long time since i last went out wif u jon... meet up soon b4 i go in yeah?
*nobody understands*

u owe me a fortune... i see u on MSN all the time... yet it's amazing... how u can juz act as if i'm not there... screw u... shows wat kind of person u are...
*nobody understands*

Red and yellow and blue and green,
Purple and orange and pink,
I can sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow too!
*nobody understands*