One

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...life
One
( U2 - One )

Holiday mood holiday mood... oh how i'm in a holiday mood... but it's work as usual for me... mundane mundane... feel so lifeless... or as my colleague gary puts it... the body's here but the soul isn't... i juz want to be anywhere but here... my rapport with the boss hasn't gotten any better... he practically does his and i do mine... KA & YK aren't here to spice up my life anymore either... oh it's beginning to look a lot like christmas...
*nobody understands*

My IPPT is abt 5 days away… and i've not even started training... oh man... I really have the misconception I’m a natural born athlete… well… come 5 days… a miracle will be born… come on... wish me luck...
*nobody understands*

“harlo friend”… WOH WOH WOH… WOH… Hold it Hold it… another round of WOHs… WOH a hundred times… wat did u call me? Now I’m ur friend?
After months of jonathans and ermmms I’ve graduated to friend? Bloody hell… dun call me tat…
*nobody understands*

Oh my gawd… Whose line is it anyway is here! In Singapore! TOMORROW! Stop Shouting! Had the bloodiest shock of me life when I flipped open the new paper… saw a pic of the guys and I juz flipped… triple back somersault cartwheel half pike together with a 10 point landing… I couldn’t believe my eyes… suddenly felt this rush of adrenaline… and I haven’t even drunk lemon tea yet… I was so excited… like the poor farm boy who made his first dollar… but then… juz as fast as it came… it left me with a “yeah… I know… I’m going tomorrow… u din know they’re here?”………………………… well… tat lasted abt 5 mins… some blood rush eh?
*nobody understands*

The tension of opposites
Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn’t. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle.

I do.
*nobody understands*

Looking at the numbers fall,
It looks like another crappy december.
*nobody understands*

Lastly, Jill... where are they???
*nobody understands*